I wonder how many of us go to bed at night despairing after the day they have had?
And then toss and turn in the night, making plans to change things, maybe a care home, maybe insist to SS you have carer burn out, maybe running away, to finally fall asleep thinking you have made a plan.
Then you wake up in the morning, to a different day, and realise none of your plans will happen - that you will just carry on soldiering along, for love, or possibly because you cannot bear the unheavel that might come trying to make changes, or you are too tired to bother any more.....
And then toss and turn in the night, making plans to change things, maybe a care home, maybe insist to SS you have carer burn out, maybe running away, to finally fall asleep thinking you have made a plan.
Then you wake up in the morning, to a different day, and realise none of your plans will happen - that you will just carry on soldiering along, for love, or possibly because you cannot bear the unheavel that might come trying to make changes, or you are too tired to bother any more.....