So I went to see my mum again today and apparently she had some breakfast but refused anything at lunch and got very agitated. The nurse in the care home had just given her morphine and said she’s definitely in her last few days. She’s in a lot of pain, for which they’re giving her morphine and to me, she seems scared. She has this look. Whereas yesterday she was responding to me and even smiled once, today there wasn’t really anything. This is so horrible and I can’t help but feel that if she were an animal, she’d be put to sleep and not to have to go through this. For her sake and mine, I hope this doesn’t last too long. I don’t feel I can cope with going to see her every day just to see her like that, just waiting for her to die,