Hi, I know it's not easy, I have learned not to say "why me?, I try my best to have an attitude of thanks giving, no matter my daily issues I thank my Higher Power for been alive for "today & now", having a wonderful wife, two group children & two Tresures [grandsons 8 & 10 yrs., old] I sought medical profesional help, I'm medicated, yes at times I have mood swings, feell depress, anxious & at times irritated, due to the that I can't remember certain things), ", I know there come a time when I'll have to turn over my car's keys & money matters to my wife -- "what doesn't kill me & my beloved wife makes us more Stronger", it is vital for caregivers to have some sort of "an excape volve", if it is humanly possible beeing relieved, "change radio stations" -- do what gives you joy --- gardening, go on walk, to the "Temple" of your choosing, play bingo, casino, to the mall .... .", in closing I like to share a blessing my wife & I had last night, my wife & I went to a "Relious Service" after it ended we attended a prayer meeting at a friend's home along with other friends & afterwards we had a late dinner, may the Higher Power of your understanding instill in your inner self HIS peace / calmnes & wiisdom, be safe & lots of blessings -- One Moment At A Time.