Hello Bel,
My heart goes out to you..
For so long you have been battling to keep your lives afloat..and now has come the point when "something has to give"
You don't realise it but you've been so strong for so many years
..and it's time to reassess your situation..which you are now in the process of doing..and this process is never easy.
You have your own health problems,and Bob to think of..and the business..sudenly it's all become too much.
Dear Bel..that doesn't make you a bad person, or a worthless person..or give you reason to hate yourself...
You are struggling against the odds..Try to stop struggling and accept that there are some things you will never change.
Don't panic...it will work out...
I too know how hard it is to have to take the responsibility for everything...I do not enjoy having this thrust upon me..
Like Grommit..I feel I am continually having to reinvent myself to deal with changing situations..I suspect you're in the same boat, Bel...
Stay with us.....
You have always been to me a strong and caring person...please don't doubt yourself.
Love gigi xx
I thought Grommit's post was spot on!!!