struggling today ,with tomorrow on my mind mothers day,it was this time last year my mother passed away the day before mothering sunday,on that morning i realised she wasnt going to make it ,so i gave her card a day early ,i read the verses to her and she looked at the card ,also bought a cuddly owl ,it was the last thing we did together,i remember mothers sunday as the day i spent on my own all day it was one of the worst days of my life
tomorrow im going for a bike ride out to one of her fav places ,she use to love going out to this nt place and sitting in the cafe with her milk and victoria sponge so im gonna break the diet and have a piece of cake in her memory then im going to vist the cemetary on the way home and spend some time there
im having another quiet weekend its becoming normal last week i went 4 days without speaking to anyone,but i know people care,im mixed up in the local music scene i think they are all looking out for me ,the musicians always check im ok,lst night i drove about 30 miles to stratford on avon to see well known artist in this area play ,she has been so suppotive towards me texting me ,making sure im ok it was nice to sit and chat with her all night
also on a positive piece i planted mums wildflower meadow today