Hi once again. And once again, a blank screen and nothing else to say that hasn't been said already. I've certainly no intention of stopping posting. But I'm finding it harder as time goes on. I'm really finding things getting more difficult as each passing day goes by. I feel as though I'm living with a stranger, occasionally my wife calls by, but her visits are getting less frequent. Another gloomy post coming up i hear you say. Well it's not all gloom and doom. Though for the life of me I find it impossible to pick anything good out of the last few days. Nothing is right, nothing is do is right and certainly nothing I say is ever right. She's making out that I'm a bad carer, I do nothing for her, if anything she does turns out bad, it's also my fault. Many of you reading this will know what it's like. Many more of you will have been through this phase, at least I hope it's a phase, and more still will be looking and reading and thinking, that could be me soon. Well, the good thing about TP is you really can let it out on here, no one will judge, call it an e-shoulder to cry on. Tonight, it was netflix, it was the wrong one, it wouldn't play, I need a new tablet. No matter how many times I set it up for her she'd complain it was the wrong one, switch it off then complain it wasn't working. That's just an example of life now. It's impossible to put in words everything that niggles or annoys. Many of the things that happen, if I were to put it down here you would say, so what, that's nothing. I agree, many of the things that happen are trivial. But when it's all day, and every day, that's different. Otherwise I wouldn't be lying here, in the dark , half asleep, headache, stressed and really looking forward to tomorrow, (not). I appear to have run out of things to write, not done so bad, had a bit of a rant now it's time to go Al. Ps. Hope you've managed to fix your lawn mower Dancer, the first cut of the year is always the hardest, that's what I find anyway, Al. .
