Although i am well known on the main section this is a first for me on here i think!
Having lostBryan nearly 15 months ago it seems to me that it is getting worse to cope with the evenings and nights. I keep myself really busy all day, in the garden where i feel so close to him, going out, seeing friends etc. And of course going up to his grave, chatting to him, feeding the birds and sorting the flowers.
Then when i come home and i have had my evening meal, relaxing with a glass of wine, doing my card making, knitting, jigsaw puzzle or cross stitch, the lonliness sets in.Just to have him here again, even in the state he was, would be great. To see his face and feel him close to me.
This terrible desease needs so much research , i would not wish it on my worst enemy. It took Bryan away from us 3 years before he passed away.
Love and hugs Muriel xx