From nowhere

[together]

16 months since losing Mum and suddenly from nowhere struggling again, dreaming most nights of her, can't understand why. It feels silly to be so wobbly again when it's been over a year. I know I still haven't come to terms with the circumstances of her death but hoped I was coping better. Today at work tho a 4yr old explained how a friend of her family had died,(someone tall and old!) but they'd fallen and hurt themselves and now they were in a box underground and would soon be with the angels in heaven. Well feeling tears coming i had to escape to the staff room feeling very pathetic.
Just had to release hoping you'd understand Katherine xxx

[creativesarah]

I find it creeps up on you when you least expect it
thinking of you
Sarah

[MinnieMouse]

16 months since losing Mum and suddenly from nowhere struggling again, dreaming most nights of her, can't understand why. It feels silly to be so wobbly again when it's been over a year. I know I still haven't come to terms with the circumstances of her death but hoped I was coping better. Today at work tho a 4yr old explained how a friend of her family had died,(someone tall and old!) but they'd fallen and hurt themselves and now they were in a box underground and would soon be with the angels in heaven. Well feeling tears coming i had to escape to the staff room feeling very pathetic.
Just had to release hoping you'd understand Katherine xxx

Arh god love you, I really felt for you when I just read your post, 16 months isn't a long time really, not when it is your Mum, I hope your good memories will help you through, I believe your Mum will always be watching over you : ) take care and sending you a big hug

xxxx

[SisterAct]

I still go to call my Mum when something major happens in my life...she passed away 13 years ago.......it does get easier x
Polly x

[Izzy]

Katherine I can understand how you are feeling. It's a year next Wednesday since my own mum died. Somehow it still feels very unreal.

Schools can be hard when you're feeling as you do - I know that from experience! Especially when wee ones put things the way you describe in your post. Take care. x