Just had quite a terse email from louise."do you know how sad and depressed granny is, what must I do to get through to you" I kid you not. These were the words of my daughter. She went on to say it would be hypocrisy to have me at her wedding. Apparently the girls and mum have been talking earlier so I musn't be doing enough to please mum. This is pure pure madness. I feel like I'm in a really bad dream but I can't wake up. My mother has so much to answer for. Even when my girls were little she caused problems. She would deliberetly do the opposite of what I asked her to do with them. She even saw off 2 paid housekeepers with her interferences. I am so stressed by all of this I feel physically sick. I'm beyond crying. I've lost my daughters due to the demented ramblings and demands of a selfish old woman who always demanded her own way. The day my darling daddy died I said the wrong parent died first. If it were daddy now in the throes of dementia i'd walk over hot coals and broken glass to help him. He was the love of my life and an absoulute saint to put up with her all those years.