I have been away since wednesday. Went to stay with a friend who has had a cataract operation to keep her company. We had agreat time, putting the world to rights etc! Did not go to bed until 3 a.m each night and getting up late! Although i do not mind my own company it was good to have someone t o talk to and not be alone.
When i came home earlier this afternoon of course it is back to normal. I know i will never forget Bryan but it is good to have something else to concentrate on. I do so miss having him here just to talk to. Even when he was really bad at least he was still here and kept me busy. Now i have time to feel sorry for myself!!
It is Maxines birthday tomorrow and i am going over there for a meal which will be great, but she is bound to feel it as well as me as it is the first one since her dad has not been here.
I am sure it is getting harder for me to cope as time goes on. I suppose it will now leading up to the first anniversay. That will not be long in coming round. I am going up to say hello to him tomorrow and feed the birds. Do hope it does not rain. I will probably still go and i have missed not going since tuesday.
Love and hugs Muriel xxx