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Mum and Dad are going to get his test results from his scan a few weeks ago...I'll be getting a phone call at tea time 23/11/09 to let me know what is happening, It so weird to be hoping for good news when you know something degenerative can never be good? Maybe Im just hoping for a miracle still...

Was in a cafe the other day (just a little rant here to get this off my chest) stupidd I know, but I was standing in a queue at the uni cafe waiting for my drink and the lady behind the counter had forgotten something and said "**** you'd think I had alzheimers or something" she was looking right at me and I actually cannot for the life of me remember what my expression was...all I remember was this feeling of sickness, bringing me back to when I got the news, that same sick feeling. Sorry I know the poor woman wasnt to know any better, but it was annoying me so at least now it has been taken off the chest! On the upside I didnt cry

my dad is my hero, home in 12days for xmas xo