byon 14-10-2009 at 08:54 PM (2650 Views)
well have seen pychiatrist and dave managed to do a bit better on his memory test which was great. doc said daves speach is obviusly much worse, voiced my concerns about it being ftd and should he be on aricept. dr thinks because he has had a little improvement dave should continue for the time being. agreeed we didnt want the results of the genetic testing. too upseting for dave. then saw neurologist who says cause dave has a disc pressing into his spinal cord this could be giving his mobility probs . hes been saying this had nothing to do with it for two years?. the scans show otherwise anyway so i know what i believe. then low and behold we get the genetic results? i need to speak to them. but it has cheered dave upand given him some hope at last.its all so confusing what is the hell wrong i cant believe that there is noone whom has suffered the same as dave. i wish we could communicate its so lonley for him and im not sure what to do. reading other peoples stories i realize we are at the begining even though they say it prob started years ago, i think they are right there cause for years ive thought dave was odd at times and not behaving normally.well nearly anouther week over. will see dad tomorrow hes getting much worse with his memory, its worrying. will be planing his birthday surprise 78 and still phisically active oh i do love him so much and i owe him so much but i wont go down that road. perhaps i should write a book maybe one day..