Sharon Waugh

I didn't go in to the hospital today. Jeremy is really worried about how it is affecting me and Kelly. I rang this morning, as usual, and the sister said that mum had very begrudgingly let the nurses wash her and she had sat on the commode with small results. She still won't take her meds. The sister said they will be speaking the Dr tomorrow to see what they do about that as first option would be to crush them into her food, but she is still refusing to eat and drink.

I've been round to see Jeremy this afternoon. Told him the sister was fine about me not going in. He seems ok. Not tearful. I don't feel tearful today but feel so guilty at not going in.

My manager phoned me a little while ago to see how I was. She said she and my director want me to take this week off as leave. If I want to work from home on Friday I can but def not till then. She said she knows what I am like and she would not be happy if she saw me on my emails etc. I've promised her I won't work.

Time to reflect I guess.