Just want to vent
by, 11-04-2012 at 03:15 AM (366 Views)
My husband has had temporal frontal dementia for a few years and has been independent pretty much. I thought I was watching closely but found out tonight that his judgement has gotten worse than I thought. This month alone he has spent several thousand dollars on helping others. Charity is fine, but when you don't have that kind of money, it can create some tension. All I could do was take a walk and cry. He can't even tell a lie without getting mixed up. I blame myself for not realizing he had gotten worse. I think when you are around it everyday it is hard to see how things really are. I guess being depress with having to go thru this again just got in the way. And when someone tells me its going to be alright, I just ask how? Logic tells us that it can only decline. I just pray I have the strenght to get thru this.